A chain of events occurred at Tiger Canyons which 
			have resulted in the death of Ussuri's male cub Antoine and the 
			female cub Marguerite.
It started when a dominant male called Mahindra 
			killed the cubs father Sariska. The removal of their father left the 
			cubs with no protection. The cubs had not yet dispersed, they were 
			22 months old. Tiger cubs disperse between 20 and 30 months. 
 
This is the mating season at Tiger Canyons. 
			Mahindra should be mating, but the two females in his territory, 
			Indira and Ussuri, are on birth control (The third female Tibo, has 
			cubs). A male tiger burns up a huge amount of energy during mating. 
			Testosterone levels drop. 
 
During mating the male tiger does not patrol 
			territory, he stays with the tigress, mating continuously (Up to 150 
			copulations have been recorded over 5 days) 
 
Therefore Mahindra overloaded with testosterone, 
			having killed Sariska, turned his attention to Ussuri's 3 cubs, 
			Antoine, Marguerite and Jameez. 
 
To give the cubs more space to disperse, fencing 
			crews worked overtime to remove a 4 kilometer fence. Having removed 
			the fence, the cubs now had an rugged area into which to disperse.
				
From the evidence, I deduced the following. 
			Mahindra trapped Antoine against the fence and during the fight 
			Antoine escaped through the fence. As he broke out, he pulled a main 
			pole down effectively lowering the fence to 2.2 meters. Marguerite 
			jumped over the lowered part of the fence. 
 
Once out Antoine killed and adult Kudu bull on 
			the floor of the canyon (I put out a post that Marguerite had killed 
			the Kudu. I believe Antoine 190 kilograms killed the Kudu 250 kg.)  
 
Although I could see the cubs, I could not get to 
			them. I was reluctant to ask a vet to descend with me on foot to 
			dart the tigers, it was dangerous to say the least. 
 
Because they had a large kill, I presumed they 
			would sit on the kill and not move for several days. 
 
I organized a vet and a helicopter for the 
			following day. My plan was to dart the tigers from the air. 
 
The following day the tragic news that Tidi 
			Modise had taken his own life, reached me. Stunned by the news, I 
			cancelled the capture. It was to prove costly. 
 
The following day, to my disbelief, the tigers 
			were gone. Only the horns were left. The two tigers had consumed 
			over 100 kilograms of meat. 
 
Taking 3 trackers with me, I began tracking the 
			tigers in the floor of canyon in the direction of the Van Der Kloof 
			Dam. 
 
Because they had consumed so much meat, I 
			expected to find them close by, or lying in one of the many pools in 
			the canyon. 
 
The hike turned into a 6 hour ordeal. The floor 
			of the canyon is littered with jagged rocks. Each step is a 
			mission. The tigers with padded feet, weight distributed on 4 legs 
			and a low center of gravity, glide across the rocks. Two legged 
			human beings with a high centre of gravity, stumble and fall. The 
			hike was treacherous and the temperature was 38 degrees. 
How I wish I could have had my good friend Elmon 
			Mhlongo to help me track. Elmon would have greatly speeded up the 
			process. 
 
During the hike we saw rock hyrax, kudu, warthog 
			vervet monkey. The mountain reedbuck stared at us, perhaps they had 
			never seen a human being. Baboons barked from the cliffs. A pair of 
			black eagles hunted the rock hyrax.  
 
It occurred to me that I was in a pure wilderness 
			area. One of the few areas where nature protects herself. The very 
			ruggedness of the canyon kept people out. Without this protection, 
			human beings would have invaded the canyon, manipulating, exploiting 
			and destroying its wildness. (The area of Tiger Canyons once 
			witnessed the greatest volume of wild animals the world has ever 
			known. Some 100 million to 300 million springbuck once migrated 
			through the area now called Tiger Canyons). 
For 6 hours I walked through this magnificent 
			wilderness tracking two young, innocent tigers who were simply 
			exploring their new territory. 
As I struggled forward, I drew  inspiration from 
			the words of captain Paul Watson (Paul Watson is the captain of the 
			Sea Shepherd who harasses the Japanese whaling ships). Paul Watson 
			words are: ”There is no point in stressing, this is not going to 
			solve the problem. Understand the problem, deal with it and solve 
			it. Don’t stress!" 
With this in mind, I embraced the journey. I 
			found where the tigers had lain in the pools. I did the same. I 
			found warthog, porcupine and antbear kills. Clearly the two tigers 
			were reveling in their new situation, plenty of space, plenty of 
			water and plenty of food. If only the tigers could be left there to 
			live out there lives. If only! 
 
The following day I brought in a helicopter and a 
			vet. I was confident I would find the tigers and we could dart them 
			from the chopper. Again I was wrong! 
 
The canyon is simply too dangerous to go low 
			level with a helicopter. It is steep and deep and the wind is 
			treacherous. During the flight, I saw something which made my blood 
			run cold. Where the canyon runs into the Van der Kloof Dam, it 
			widens and flattens. Here a herd of cows grazed. The tigers were 
			heading straight for the herd of cattle. Now the ball game had 
			changed dramatically.  
Using a boat, I patrolled the lake shore. I 
			searched for tracks of tigers. More kudu and warthog kills were 
			discovered. 
 
I pulled baits and tied them to trees. I waited 
			through the night over the baits. (As a kid I had read the books by 
			Jim Corbett where he describes waiting for man eating tigers over 
			baits). If I could get them onto a bait, I could get a vet to dart 
			them. However the tigers had their own food, they were not 
			interested in baits. 
 
I tried flying drones over the thickets to locate 
			them with no success. 
 
After another frustrating day of failure, I 
			returned to the messages on my cell phone. Nature conservation were 
			anxious to know if I had caught the tigers. Farmers were getting 
			impatient with the lack of success. 
 
Invoices came from vets who had not fired a 
			single dart and for helicopter fees. Money was flowing like water.
A call came in from a neighboring game reserve, 
			two tigers had been seen on the outside of the perimeter fence right 
			where the herd of cattle were. My worst fear had been realized. (The 
			day before, I had organized with the farmer to move the cattle to 
			another farm). The report stated that the tigers were bloated. I was 
			too late, they had already killed a cow. 
 
All laws in South Africa are written in favor of 
			the farmer. The politicians who made these laws were mostly 
			farmers. 
 
As long as the tigers killed kudu, warthog and 
			natural prey, they would be okay. As soon as they kill domestic 
			stock, they step across the line of the law, they become problem 
			animals. 
 
I phoned 6 different vets to come and help me. 
			None was available. All were spread across the country. I was 
			desperate. (I could have darted the tigers myself. In the past, I 
			have immobilized many lions. However a law prevents me from handling 
			the drugs, because I am not a qualified vet.)
I was faced with the most difficult decision I 
			have ever had to take in my life. I couldn’t jeopardize the other 
			tigers and the tiger project.
 
Antoine and Marguerite died in a hail of bullets. 
			Emotions overwhelmed me. Time stood still at Tiger Canyons.
Tread lightly on the Earth
JV
 
I would like to thank Margaret Pang who sponsored 
			Marguerite and Antoine. I am so sorry we have let you down. 
I would like to thank the three brave trackers 
			Jacob Pieterse, Sylvester and Jacob who stayed with me, tracking in 
			often dangerous conditions. 
 
My thanks to Tinus Steyn for helping me. He 
			showed great skill in carrying out the operation. 
 
The farmer Fanie Venter was most patient and 
			considerate. 
To Jan Kruizenga who brought his drone to assist 
			me.
 
To Wiempie Geyer of Nature Conservation for his 
			patience and understanding.
Marguerite:
Marguerite was the smallest but boldest of Ussuri’s 3 cubs. 
				Once as a cub, she came right up to me raking my boots as I 
				filmed her. When a bean bag fell out of the Jeep, Marguerite was 
				the first to grab it and run off.  
 
Named after Margaret Pang who sponsored her, 
				Marguerite spent 21 months with us. She was a great character to 
				say the least. Her passing is deeply felt. Her body is laid to 
				rest in Sariska rocks where as a cub she spent many happy hours 
				playing with her siblings.  
 
Rest in peace Marguerite.  
 
Antoine:
Antoine was the largest of Ussuri’s litter of 
				3. Although his father Sariska was not the biggest male at Tiger 
				Canyons, Antoine carried his grandfather's genes. Antoine’s 
				grandfather is Seatao who weighs 225 kilograms and is the 
				biggest male at Tiger Canyons. I fully expected Antoine to 
				become the biggest male at Tiger Canyons even surpassing Seatao.  
 
Antoine was an ambassador tiger and regularly 
				posed for pictures. He had a beautiful and gentle temperament. 
				Antoine is laid to rest in Sariska rocks. 
 
Rest in peace Antoine.
Tidi Modise: 
I met Tidi when he was five years old. 
					Tidi was living with his mother Regina and Brother Thatu in 
					a tin shack in Alexandra Township in Johannesburg. 
 
Bullet holes littered the walls of the 
					shack. As I approached Tidi’s house, the smell of burning 
					rubber drifted across the wind. People were being necklaced. 
					This was the height of apartheid. 
 
I managed to get Regina a small cottage 
					near a school in the suburb of Kew. Here Tidi went to 
					school. Tidi featured in the series called Bush School which 
					was distributed by Disney across the world.
 
Later he acted with Brooke Shields in the 
					feature film Running Wild. Tidi’s natural charm and 
					beautiful smile made him a favorite with all who met him.  
 
Tidi went on to capture his Springbuck 
					colours in karate, representing South Africa in Budapest.
Tidi joined me at Tiger Canyons in 2013. 
					He became a very fine guide, film editor, photographer and 
					tiger handler. 
 
One of my most vivid images of Tidi, was 
					when the male tiger Khumba was dragging him on his stomach 
					through the dust and thorns as it pursued the cheetah boys 
					Sabi and Rhunde. Tidi refused to let go of the leash and 
					allow the tiger to catch the cheetah.  
 
Tidi lived in a world of light and shade, 
					high mountains a deep oceans. He was my friend and a great 
					companion. I will miss him greatly. 
Rest in peace Tidi Modise.